This is sad.

I seem to live on here. Whenever I check back on this Blog, there are no new posts. Ah well, all my other sad little blogs and my friend's are there to nurture me and help me flourish as I metamorphose into a full-fledged geek that pales at the mere thought of the mystical "sun".

As I live on in seclusion, I begin to ponder why. Why do I live for the computer? Why do I find animation software and special effects so interesting? I still remain clueless on the subject.

I don't know what I am. Am I computer geek, or nature freak? I spent three hours outside in the rain today, mostly sitting barefoot on a rock by a sad, choked up stream that was having a break from its asthma today as its throat opened up and let crisp, fresh water flow through it.

How is it that I spend hours just appreciating nature, and hours on the computer? What am I? Computer geek or nature freak? Or am I some freakish cross-species?

Well, "to be or not to be... that is the question." I really do not know how that relates at all to this, but perhaps it does.

And this entire day I have been wondering if there are any people on the earth named Summer when they where born in Winter.

I need a life. Well, I sure do need one, but I definitely DO NOT want to be associated with a life, or any third parties. Or seconds. Or fifth parties.